The Song in the background is my song to everyone in my life!
(Usher-Burn) (if ya didn't know)
Have you ever been " In Love" in your life?
Well I have and I wish I would have never fell in love with anyone in my life! I mean as all of you I was "in love" with Tom! I mean yeah it was the greatest time of my life but then again I wish it would of never happened! Not to be mean but if you have ever had this happen you would understand! And I'm sure you do. So yeah!
Then to read comment's on his xanga from my ex that told me he loved me that he wrote like ..." it was a good thing that you rboke up with Eric" and from "my friend" quote un quote "I'll be glad then I'll have nothing to worry about." I mean that truly hurts! I mean I guess I probably put myself in this situation but O' fucking well I guess I guess everyone will be glad when I leave... I'm really begining to think about the lyrics in a song by Tu Pac "cahnges" Is my life worth living or should I blast myself" I mean I'm honestly not doing this get attention cause I don't do that pathetic shit but I just don't know how to fall out of love with him... It's like I can't and I won't ever! I really hate it then Tom turns around and says in my face "get over it faggot." I can't handle it anymore!
If you are reading this here's how I truly feel about you........
Thomas Shawn Wisniewski.... I'am still in love with you and can't help it! You gave me the best 6months of my life that I could of ever had! I know you don't like to hear this shit but O' fucking well! I still love you and you will always have a special place in my heart whether I kick you out of my life I will still always in my mind think of you! There isn't any way in hell I could forget a cute lil' face like that! You have a way with me I can't explain! If you and Dirk get together! I hope you guys are happy and ahve a great relationship! But I'll always love you! Good luck!
Wow now I'm crying! This really sucks so bad! It sucks real bad! Anyways.... I don't know what else to say except as soon as I leave these two states (Kansas and Missouri) I hope all of you in those two states can forget about me and wished I never was fucking apart of you! Cause honestly thats what I want! None of you will ever have to worry about me cause I'll be like 15 hours away or some shit like that! No one will be able to get ahold of me or anything! Sorry I have to be this way but it's all the best for you guys and girls! I love you all and love you very much but please do this one thing I ask and forget about me!
Erica Lynn Maupin I'm sorry I have to leave on these bad terms and shit but the least I could do is say "bye" so Erica I know you don't want to hear this but I love you and I'll see ya later! Bye!
Fuck this everyone I'll see ya later! This is the last enrty ever on my xanga!
Bye.......... -- Eric Christopher McCormack -- | 
